1 year ago today i had my eyebrow pierced.

Now if only the damn thing hadn't rejected on me. LOL

Off to sit in the arbortuim and smoke some weed with the gang. Spent the morning pack, cause there's less then two weeks til i move.

Still very hung over from last night. LOL

Melissa

When was the last time i posted in this thing?

*Sigh*

So much going on these days, so little time.

I find one day blends into the next, which blends in to the next.

Witch's Ball in a few weeks.

I have a kick ass costume, i'm soooooo looking forword to it.

well back to class. Post more later if i get the time

Mel

What is about this time of year and warm weather that makes me homesick?

I was walking into the school through the garden and they were cutting the lawn. Something abvout the smell of fresh cut grass just made me think of home and how nice it is in the country this time of year, when the weather is just starting to perk up and everything is so fresh and new.

These are dangerous thoughts since i know i won't get home until September at the earlyist.

Hmmmmmm, Ah well. There are enough parks around here to keep me going until then.

Melissa

I found a new icon that i just love, so i made it my default...

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you.

Melissa Wright

No more rants for awhile i promise...

Here we go again.

My first ever LJ entry i described myself as a coffee addicted Wiccan with a passion for the paranormal and a love of writing.

I'm going to refrain from gibing a long explanation as to who i am because honestly i don't know. I mean, you spend your entire life trying to figure that out and i'm not even going to try and sum it up in one journal entry.Most of you that will read this know me pretty well,so a long explanatry passage isn't really nessescary.

Instead i will simply say...i'm Miss and i'm me.

I've changed a lot since that first entry 3 years ago, all of you as my freinds know this. I've lived through my own personal hell and mostly untill recently i've stayed quiet about it. I'm not the same person i was then and that's why i've changed my journal name.

I needed a change badly.

Now, as for my name choice it may sound comical but those of you know know me well, know now much it suits me. I am an eternal mall rat. I grew up in the mall. i love shoping or just hanging out in the mall with my freinds so the name fits me great. I'm looking at this journal as a way of moving on from my old bitter life, the name Ravnechaos i had before was dark and heavy and i don't want to be like that anymore. I have great freinds,a mostly supportive family and a new life i'm trying to live and this is part of it. I need to lighten up and live my life as a twenty year old girl, not a fifty year old women like i was. Even my new lighter colorsheme refelcts this and it really makes me happy.

Looking back at that first entry, i can see how i've changed even in stupid little ways.

For one, i don't drink coffee anymore.

Thanks to a Summer working at Tim Hortins, i can't touch the stuff, i do however drink massive quanititys of tea.

I also(and many of you may feel the need to call me on this but that's okay) feel quailifed now not to just say i have a passion for writing, but I'm a writer(albeit a novice in all ways)I'll say fledgeing because i know i have a massive amount of work ahead of me to be able to ever say that title with out it. Who knows, i may be achive that satus but for now i'm content where i m.

I'm back at school and i'm loving it and more then a little glad i picked Ottawa. I've only been up here a few months and i feel like i've started to chnage my life and moved in a better direction and that's what i've wanted all along.

I know i've still got alot if issues to work through, and it'll take me years to do it but i'm starting and tha'ts what's importent in the long run.

I've also become a copycat(you can smack me later for stealing your idea Megan) and staredanother journal, just for my writing. From now on, all my life stuff and rants(and there will be lots of them) will be posted here but my other journal Frenzied_Genisis will be just for my writing. I'm going to use it to get feedback from my freinds anothers on my writing, so i can see ways that i'll improve. I'll also use it to bounce story ideas around and see what ya'll think.

So out with the old and in with the new

Here's to a new start

Rav-Oops(this is going take some getting used to)

Eternal_MallRat

Melissa